refuse

my 4 hours early nap today, i dreamt of him. i woke up from sleep with a heavy thought, thinking how annoying he is- even it's only in a dream.

i missed him. i missed him so much. 

few hours later, he came home. 

he came home, 

but he refuse to see my face. 

he came home,

but he refuse to talk to me. 

he came home, 

but he despise my existence.